Weird live broadcast: I can deduce infinitely.

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Gu Yi, who is usually very calm in the weird world, seems to be like a machine, lost his composure again.

Seeing this, Meng Xiang couldn't help but chuckled, "Gu Yi, if I took a picture of your current appearance and posted it on the Internet, what do you think your fans will say? Your current appearance is as ugly as a mad dog."

"Meng Xiang, what are you doing? You're driving me crazy!"

"Gu Yi, I would rather you go crazy here than let you go crazy in the weird world. If you go crazy in the weird world, our whole world will be in danger. If you go crazy here, at most it will be Letting us lose an adventurer will not put us in immediate crisis.

There are more things that can drive you crazy in the weird world than there are stars in the sky. They don't make sense and don't follow the rules. If you can't even bear this pressure, then you should die as soon as possible. "

Snapped!

Unexpectedly, Meng Xiang took out a pistol from the drawer and slapped it on the table.

A flash of determination flashed in Gu Yi's eyes, he picked up the pistol on the table and aimed it at Meng Xiang's head.

"I'll kill you first..."

patter

Gu Yi pulled the trigger, but no bullets were fired. Only then did he realize that Meng Xiang's pistol was a replica gun.

Do it all at once, second time tired, third time exhausted.

Gu Yi's passion for killing retreated, and he suddenly felt a little scared. He threw away the pistol and sat back on the sofa again.

"Fake gun?"

"Hmm. Fake gun." Meng Xiang nodded, "Did you find out? You've already started to go crazy."

"I……"

Gu Yi frowned.

"Are you trying to comfort yourself... What I killed was a potential undercover agent? In special times, would you rather kill the wrong one than let him go?"

"Don't act like you know everything."

"Gu Yi, your mentality has changed unconsciously. You may not even know it yourself. You have to be very lucky. You have a good relationship with the NPCs in the strange world, and they delayed the outbreak of your problem. a little."

"my question?"

"I watched the conversation between you and Chen Zeyu drinking in the courtyard over and over again, and you began to doubt yourself, your motives, the world, everything.

Do you know why I designed such a script, and at the end let you distinguish what is real and what is a dream? "

"I don't know."

"Because I want to know what you believe in and what your beliefs are." Meng Xiang paused for a while, "Even though I don't know what your beliefs are now, I'm very glad that you haven't forgotten that belief now .”

Gu Yi thought for a while, then looked down at his right fist.

——The spirit of the tile shed people is one's own belief.

"I know what I should believe." Gu Yi raised his head, "It's you that I don't believe in."

"Hmph... Gu Yi, you don't believe in yourself. You are an extremely rational and careful person. You shouldn't be so emotional and deny someone based on your first impression.

Xi Wang's first impression of me has affected all your judgments.

There are tens of thousands of people in the world who use Zippo lighters and smoke fruit-flavored cigarettes. Why do you associate me with two unrelated NPCs in the weird world?

Because you doubt everything.

You set me up as an imaginary enemy from the very beginning, so anything I do, say, or use, you will understand him as evidence of 'I am a bad guy'.

When you firmly believe in an answer, you will always come up with some irrelevant clues to support your point of view.But you often overlook one point. You don't speculate on the conclusion because of the clues, but go to the clues because you have determined the conclusion first.

It's like you doubt everything about yourself.

You feel that your life is arranged, you feel that you are a character in the director's script, so all the clues you find, no matter whether they are reasonable or not, support this conclusion.

You have forgotten that you have entered this strange circle of thinking.

You—you lied to yourself. "

Chapter 311 Meng Xiang's Psychological Counseling (2)

Snapped

Meng Xiang played with the lighter in his hand and looked at Gu Yi seriously.

Gu Yi's mind also seemed to be touched. He kept his head down and didn't say a word, as if he was seriously thinking about Meng Xiang's theory.

"Don't be an army of grass and trees."

Meng wanted to light a cigarette, and the faint fruity aroma wafted through the office.

Gu Yi stretched out two fingers towards Meng Xiang, "Can you give me one?"

"Take it yourself."

Meng Xiang threw the cigarette case to Gu Yi.

Gu Yi lit a cigarette, put it in his mouth, and started coughing before he finished taking a puff.

Meng Xiang quickly walked over, snatched the cigarette butt from Gu Yi's mouth and snuffed it out, "You kid can't smoke, so why pretend to be aggressive?"

"I'm just trying."

"Humph……"

Meng Xiang sneered, sitting next to Gu Yi, raised his heels to rest on the coffee table, and exhaled the cigarettes in his lungs.

"Since when did you start doubting yourself?"

"Probably... from Wapeng Middle School, right?"

"Well, I guess so. Your mentality has changed since then. Do you know what you will become if you continue like this?"

"do not know."

"Crime or commit suicide.

Because you think you are a god and the savior of the world, you will choose to leave human society, just like those criminals locked in the imperial prison.

Either you kill yourself and you think the whole world is a lie and we're all bugs trapped in a box, never to escape the cage they've set for us.

Gu Yi, I am a psychiatrist, and I have seen more adventurers with psychological problems than you.Naturally, I also know more adventurers who embark on the path of crime or go to extremes.

I should have been able to save them, but there was nothing I could do.

You remind me over and over that I've 'mortified' them and it pains me so much when I want them well more than anyone else.Because that's what I do.

However, after a long time, I don't care anymore.

Since I have chosen to become a psychiatrist and am in charge of psychological counseling for adventurers, I must bear this misunderstanding and pressure from public opinion.

Gu Yi, my job is no easier than your adventure. "

Meng Xiang took his last puff of cigarette and pressed the cigarette butt to the bottom of the ashtray.

Gu Yi took a careful look at Meng Xiang, his eyes were full of loneliness and self-blame.

"you……"

"I'm sorry, I lost my composure." Meng Xiang wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, "I'm just an ordinary person, and I don't have any weird powers. It would be embarrassing for you to use spiritual abilities on me. I should have done it for you. You did it, but I didn't expect you to listen to me take out the trash now. I wanted to use a gentler way to enlighten you...but I couldn't help it. "

"Sorry, I seem to have misunderstood you."

"No, I'm used to it."

Gu Yi was completely relaxed. He followed Meng Xiang's example, put his legs on the coffee table, and looked up at the ceiling.

"It is true... I feel that there are some problems with my mentality. As you said, I have regarded myself as a god, and I cannot allow myself to make a little mistake.

This time, the weird world gave me a three-week break, but I was getting more and more afraid every day, and my pressure was getting bigger and bigger every day.

But I can't show it.

I can't show the slightest bit of cowardice, the slightest bit of nervousness in front of my friends, family, and comrades-in-arms, so I refuse to socialize, and I keep myself busy all the time so that others can't see my vulnerability.

I passed the customs today, can I pass the customs tomorrow?

I achieved perfection in this copy, can I still be perfect next time?

Once you become synonymous with success in the eyes of the world, you can never fail.

If the next dungeon is really too difficult and dangerous, and I can only survive the level, what will the world think of me?

What would I do if the whole world was in crisis because of one of my mistakes?

Many people think I'm arrogant?

No, I'm not arrogant.

I am a person who cannot make mistakes, cannot allow failure, cannot admit defeat.

Meng Xiang...

It's so hard...

too difficult……"

Gu Yi covered his face, tears flowed from between his fingers.

Meng Xiang hesitated for a moment, then reached out and patted Gu Yi's shoulder.

Gu Yi took a deep breath and wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes. He looked at the ceiling and muttered.

"You won't tell others what I said today?"

"of course not."

"My current mentality...is there something wrong? Am I really mentally ill?"

"No, not at all, you are just a little too stressed."

Gu Yi sneered, "I feel that my expression must be very stupid now."

"No, your expression is very good now. I saw the expression that a healthy human being should have. A person should have all kinds of emotions, not like a robot with a poker face every day."

"Huh, is it?"

"Weird World is just a game."

"game?"

"That's right, it's just a game."

The discussion between the two came to an abrupt end.

Gu Yi was sitting on the sofa in a daze, while Meng Xiang was smoking cigarettes one by one, and followed the latest weird live broadcast by the way.

After an unknown amount of time, Gu Yi suddenly sat up straight, patted Meng Xiang on the shoulder, and said with a smile:

"I heard...you have a small yacht?"

"Well, what happened?"

"Can you take me to sea fishing? I want to relax."

……

two weeks later.

Gu Yi, Meng Xiang, Xi Wang and others returned from vacation.

The few of them just floated in the sea for a few days, and their skin became like a big chimpanzee.

Gu Yi's complexion darkened a lot, but it made the childishness on his face fade away, giving him a more mature masculine look. He imitated Meng Xiang's appearance and left a beard, which looks quite masculine.

"Yo, you are back."

Qu Kangping led everyone to help Gu Yi get the luggage from the car.

"How about a vacation?"

"Very good." Gu Yi carried a fishing rod on his shoulder, and smiled showing his white teeth, "I'm much more energetic now."

"Haha, that's good." Qu Kangping patted Gu Yi's shoulder, "I'm going to the strange world tomorrow, are you ready?"

"Hey... you can go anytime."

Everyone stared at Gu Yi.

Everyone seems to have a little more breath in him that they have never seen before - youth and vitality. The feeling of gloom, tension, and dullness before is completely invisible in Gu Yi. Now Gu Yi is what a college student should look like .