mynovelonline Chapter 139 I'm still... a virgin.
Chapter 139 I'm still... a virgin.
chapter 139
Meng Youcheng was completely dumbfounded.
One moment he felt sorry for the guy and couldn't help but sympathize with him, but the next second, the guy's confession left Meng Youcheng at a loss for words.
He turned to look at him, his heart filled with hope that the boy's expression would be as frivolous and nonchalant as before, as if he were joking. Unfortunately, things didn't go as planned; fate did not grant his wish.
Fu Lian's face was still pale, his eyes were filled with tears, and his emotions were at their peak. That boundless love seemed about to burst forth and devour Meng Youcheng.
Meng Youcheng froze for a few seconds.
Clearly not having reacted yet, at that moment, Fu Lian slowly reached out a hand and gently stroked Meng Youcheng's cheek. "Major General, I really... have fallen in love with you. I'm really in pain right now, physically and emotionally, because I know that my identity has created distance between us..."
"I can never touch you, I can see you but I can't reach you, it's so painful. Only when I put my hand on your face can I feel that the distance between us has been reduced just a tiny bit..."
"Tell me... what should I do?"
Fu Lian gasped for breath, then cried, "I don't know when it started, but I just inexplicably wanted to get close to you, wanted to be with you, and really wanted to kiss you. I don't know why."
"I can't even control my body right now. I really want to touch you, I really want to kiss you, I really want to be with you, forever..."
He touched his cheek, and Meng Youcheng looked at him anxiously, his heart conflicted.
Meng Youcheng raised a hand, grabbed his hand, and then let go. "You're poisoned right now and talking nonsense. When you recover and know what you're saying, you'll definitely feel terrible. You'd better not say anything..."
"I'm not talking nonsense!!!"
Fu Lian was somewhat agitated. He struggled to his feet, panting heavily, and put one hand on Meng Youcheng's shoulder. "I really wasn't talking nonsense. I really love you so much. Do you understand this feeling? I'm in so much pain right now. I can't even tell if it's my heart that's hurting or my body that's hurting..."
Meng Youcheng stretched out his hands, afraid that he would fall.
After thinking for a long time, I said, "I don't understand..."
Fu Lian hugged his head tightly, and taking advantage of his inattention, bent his head down and kissed his lips.
The moment their lips touched, Meng Youcheng instinctively pushed him away, but with too much force, he knocked him onto the bed...
Meng Youcheng stood up in shock. "What are you doing?!"
Fu Lian looked up at him, took a breath, and said, "Let you understand..."
He tried to stand up again, using all his strength to support himself on the bed. "Still don't understand? It's okay... I can make you understand..."
Meng Youcheng stepped forward and stopped him, "You're very weak right now, can't you behave yourself?"
"I can't stay still...!"
Fu Lian's eyes welled up with tears again as she sobbed, "How can you expect me to behave? The person I love most is right in front of me, but just because I'm a mutant, I've been too afraid to approach them, pretending I don't like them. It's really painful, do you understand?"
"I really can't take it anymore, I can't take it anymore... I just fell in love with you, why do you have to hurt me so much? Why did you have to make me fall in love with you? Why am I always the one who gets hurt?"
The boy grabbed his hand, looked up at him, tears streaming down his face, "Tell me, what the hell did I do wrong? I haven't done anything wrong, so why am I always the one who suffers?"
Meng Youcheng remained silent, frozen in place.
"Major General, I really love you so much. Could you... just take pity on me and let me kiss you? Just one kiss, really. I'm in so much pain right now. I don't have much time left. I'm going to die. Please, just this once?"
Meng Youcheng lowered his head, looking at him in disbelief...
Fu Lian's eyes were full of pleading.
The boy gripped his hand tightly, crying, "I've never begged anyone. I've always been chaste and haven't done anything outrageous. I've never had a girlfriend, much less a boyfriend, and I've never even slept with anyone. Could you... just let me kiss you?"
"I'm about to die, and if I don't even lose my first kiss before I die, I'll really be resentful. I'm already in my twenties, but I'm still a virgin. I've never done anything. After I die, the ghosts in the underworld will probably laugh at me for being a useless man, right?"
Wow...that's an outrageous request!
Why do I always encounter such outrageous requests?
What kind of fucking logic is this?
And didn't his mother kiss him?
Just last time!
Damn it, is he getting senile?
Meng Youcheng released his hand and said earnestly, "You're poisoned and talking nonsense. This isn't your true thought. If I..."
"Major General!!!"
Fu Lian shouted with all his might, his expression weak, "You've helped so many people, you have compassion for all living beings, can't you have pity on me? I really haven't killed a single person, I've even saved many people, I'm not a bad person, I'm just unlucky to have become a mutant..."
"I really didn't do those bad things. I really didn't do anything. I love you. You are the Major General I admire, the person I respect most. Can you really bear to see me die and be ridiculed by everyone for being a virgin and not having done anything?"
Meng Youcheng was speechless.
At this moment, he actually felt a bit disgusted by Mo Beizhen. Why did she poison him? Now she's spouting nonsense, and he really doesn't know how to face her.
I'm just an ordinary person who came here to transmigrate into a book, to make money, and I don't want to do anything else!
"Major General... I beg you, please let me kiss you, just once, please?"
Unreasonable demands, baseless requests, nonsensical things?
He wanted to refuse, because it was instinctive; he just wanted to complete the task simply and get the money to save his sister. But he couldn't bear to, because this guy was so damn similar to him in the past!
He let out a long sigh of relief...
She comforted herself, thinking it was nothing, and they had already kissed once before, so it wouldn't hurt her. Besides, Fu Lian was a very handsome young man...
No, that's not right...
He's so pitiful. He saved so many people. He shouldn't have ended up like this. Fulfilling his wish won't hurt. Just be a good person.
Meng Youcheng squatted down, looked at him, and said, "One bite... no cheating, understand?"
Fu Lian quickly moved closer, his expression still pained. "I won't cheat, I'm a good boy, I really won't cheat..."
Looking at him, Meng Youcheng felt a strange mix of emotions. Did he feel sorry for him? Or perhaps, there was a tiny bit of affection between them?
He reached out and patted his head, then hesitated for a long time before saying, "I... I don't really know how to do this, how do I kiss him?"
That's true...
The two looked at each other face to face. In addition, he had never kissed anyone before and was a little shy. He really didn't know what to do next.
Fu Lian took a breath, reached out a hand, and cupped his cheek. "Come closer..."
Meng Youcheng sighed and, as he was told, leaned closer. "And then?"
Fu Lian also moved closer, and the distance between the two instantly closed, almost to the point where their noses touched.
"You smell so good, Major General..."
Meng Youcheng didn't know how to reply, so he could only slightly curl the corners of his mouth and say, "You...you must have smelled it wrong?"
"No……"
Fu Lian gazed at him with infatuation. "I've read about this in a book. It's called the hormone of liking. Because I like you, I feel like you smell so good, like a little cake. I really want to eat it all in one go..."
Meng Youcheng thought for a few seconds, "This... I haven't seen it, and I don't really understand it."
"So, Major General, do you think I smell good?"
Fu Lian's breath was very weak, as if he was swallowing his words.
Meng Youcheng was at a loss for words when faced with this question.
How should I answer?
He can't smell it, it's just a normal smell, there's no such thing as it smells good or bad.
Does it smell good? Or not?
As Meng Youcheng was deep in thought, Fu Lian suddenly leaned closer and kissed his lips...
Because of the weightlessness, he fell onto him. Meng Youcheng didn't react in time, and the heavy fall caused him to lose his balance, and the two of them fell to the ground together...
The two lips did not separate.
Meng Youcheng braced one hand against the boy's waist, instinctively wanting to push him away, but then withdrew his hand after realizing what was happening.
The feeling of lips touching is subtle and hard to describe; all I know is that the other person's lips are very soft.
Fu Lian forcefully raised his head, parted his lips, and gasped for breath as he looked at Meng Youcheng on the ground. "Whether you think I smell good or not, I think you smell very good..."
Meng Youcheng looked at him too, "Kiss...it's over."
Just as Fu Lian was about to get up, he took out a silver needle from his pocket and, taking him by surprise, inserted it into his acupoint.
Meng Youcheng froze, completely paralyzed, and asked fearfully, "What are you doing?"
Fu Lian gently touched his face with his hand, "I'm still... a virgin."